Wutz good Tropod?!?! its ya gurl Nay aka Nestle reppin 252. I know yall see my hubby, my man, my lover, my king, Ne-Yo right beside me. im usin this as a temporary page until i get everything straight on Black planet and hi5

A little about me. Im 15 turning 16, african american and...how should i put this...im just me. Im a creative person, and i dont like for things to be simple and i never can make things simple. I love kitties. i have 4 god sisters: Elice, Jasmine, Shanita, and Leah. 1 and a half god brothers: Korey, and T.K.<but i really dont claim him>. Im spoiled rotten<im working on that cuz nobody spoils me at fike> I attaned FIke High school. My older cuzin says that im evil and ruthless, but thats not true!!! I have found something<well someone> at fike that i know have already changed all of dat. pls i luv NE-YO,NE-YO,NE-YO,NE-YO,NE-YO,NE-YO,NE-YO,NE-YO,NE-YO,NE-YO,NE-YO,NE-YO,NE-YO,NE-YO,

Wutz Gud...

I finished my hi5 joint!!!if yall want acess, add ghetto_mix_91@yahoo.com to your hi5 friend's list!!!!

Im still feenin over a boy at skool which is really not like me at all. out of my sistas, im the one who they come to for advice about problems they havin with their mans, because they know i never get, have been, or will be caught up like that. They never see me with my boyfriend if i got one at the time. But now, this senior, who i have liked since i was in 7th grade done came in and messed up things for me!!! i dont know what to do, because earlier in the year, i got a friend to ask him out for me< something i was never brave enough to do was talk to boyz i lie, even though im not afraid of almost anything> he said yea and i started going with another boy!!!It wasnt on purpose, but i got real nevous. SOmething im good for is never just letting things happen, i always think of the worse.ANd here i was thinking about the situation. Im self-concious, so of course that kicked in. I was thinking "what if one of his peoplez say im ugly and he dont like me any more"... "what if, because im a freshman and he's a senoir, it doesnt workout"...what ifhe forgets that im a freshman, with an over-protective father and cant talk on the phone with him that much or go places that much"..."what if he doesnt like the fact that im a virgin"..."what if he cant wait till i move out"... All of these what-if questions!!! I cant stand the tyrant of a father that i have now, and im planning on moving out when im 16 or later. Even my momz ready to burn rubber on him, but is afraid to.But i really love this boy. why? im not sure. and because i love him so much, i want him to be happy, even if it means me being out of the picture....What the hell am i saying?? YOu know something's wrong..this aint the hard-not-afraid-of-anything-doesnt-get-caught-up-with-tricks-second-baddest-bitch other than trina-Nay that my friends and sisters all know and love....My Friends...I cant believe Im saying this but, im willing to sacrafice all of my people who i treasure for him....im so alone...i need help bad. i gotta learn to open up to people and stop holdin my sh*t inside. Another problem with me. I realize ALL of my flaws, unlike most people, but i never do anything about them.... Right now, all i pray is that he never reads this....
2/5/06 - Added new pics